I feel so sad. I don't know why or where it came from. I'm sitting at David's computer now extremely bored, just waiting for him to take me home... I just wanted to say one random thing though. I hate Valentine's day. I don't see the purpose of it. I don't feel even more compelled to say "I Love You!" to anyone. It's just another day. It doesn't mean I don't love or that if I forget to mention I love you to David that he'll some how love me less. He knows how I feel for him. Why do I have to tell him today? He needs no reminding. I just don't like feeling forced to say something. I'll say it at 11:59 on the 13th of Feb or at 12:01 on the 15th, but no time on the 14th will you hear me utter those words. No sir. I refuse to further demean that phrase by saying it on cue on the 14th of Feb. I would much rather say it whenever I feel an outburst of it, when I truely need to, when I want him to hear exactly how I feel and those are the only words I own in my vocabulary to say it. That is the only time "I Love You" should be heard.